This me Yelling at U.. yeh U... U 'Creativity'

Creativity is a bitch , writing is a mother #$#$. Pardon my french but this is exactly how i fell right now i have written this quote some time back "creativity is a bitch you have to wait for it to come to us." (I don't know why i wrote this quote at that time, maybe to show off that i am 'smart' on facebook like every other person is doing nowadays) it's fucking true, I have been wanting to finish my script for the longest time now but it's not happenin and it hasnt been happening for the longest time, if this is called a creative block then i want to know how to unblock it, i want to overcome creativity i want to rule creativity i DONT WANT IT TO RULE ! I WANNA BE THE MASTER I WANNA BE ABLE TO WRITE when i want to, oh i wish i wish creativity where a living thing i would beat the sh#4 out of it for making be go through so much sh#$#, come to meeee why the hell in the world are u hiding from me? ........................ at454eiefn4mt94jfi blahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

dear creativity sorry for bitching about you above, don't take this into heart and start ignoring me. With out you I am nothing ...... i will be useless, please come back to me asap i will be waiting for u urs 'brain of suman pathuri'

finally

finally for some odd reason i feel like blogging as my title suggests I guess "I want to yell out..." many things.

Let me see how far i get on trying to yell things out loud i don't even know where to start as there are many things that are going on around in my mind right now. Anyways i have got some work to do right now so i better do that right now rather trying to come up with something to YELL out here.

skpathuri

my middle finger to u!

couple of days back met an actress to narrate our movies story as we were interested in casting her for a very prominent role. Everybody kept on telling me not go to that certain actress as she is not good and etc. Still i did as she would fit my charector perfectly, to my surprise everyone was right SHE WAS PRETTY STUPID. After talking her for about 10 mintues or so I didn't feel like narrating the story to her as I was getting annoyed by whatever she is talking about. I gave the worst narration possible, she even interrupted me in between so many times as she was getting distracted with the other things that are going on which even annoyed more. I just wanted to get up and flip her off in the middle and walk out, but what to do couldn't do. I ended up being frustrated the entire day after day.

I am sure there are a lot of us, if we had the oppurtunity we would do a lot of things to a lot people which would get us into a lot of trouble.

yestrday I met an actor who we are considering for another prominent role in the movie and he was awsome. I am not sure if he is going to agree or now atleast he had the patience to sit through the entire narration for for hours.


ok next time